Sunday, October 18, 2009

我的解药..


看戏也许是我的解药..
每一次心情不好时,都会选几套戏来看..
最近我的心情都被成绩搞砸了,
每一刻偶尔都会想起它,
心情即刻有刺痛的感觉,
为什么..会这样...

前几天才去学校办点私人事,
看到有几位学生手上拿着一张纸,
心想,哪一张一定是成绩单了,
既然来到学校了,
不如顺便去拿成绩好了,迟早也要拿的,
拿了那张成绩单时,很不想理它,
马上放在文件夹里,
看了还是一样,不如不看..心想..
看见那些学生都开心笑着拿着成绩单,
心情低落又开始发作了...

昨天有人突然间传一封短信来,
短信里写着一些话.....
其实我已经给了自己很多次机会了,
不是第一次..
那也是三年前的事了,
因为成绩都不怎么好,
那时自己有想过考完马来西亚教育文凭就应该停学了,
但我也没有想过会和几位朋友来到这里...
结果,我现在很糟糕的成绩涌起三年前的想法...
................

结果都是这样了,
我都会看戏来慢慢弥补我心中的创伤,
起码我会陷入戏中的情景,
尤其是恐怖的那一段,
是我最珍惜的一段...

前几天选一套恐怖和一套奇幻动作戏,
The Haunting In Connecticut 和 G-Force..



昨天也选了The Illusionist 和 P2..



也看完了英雄第三季,


希望我的创伤会慢慢痊愈,
成绩的事应该放在一旁了,
应该给自己多一些时间,
你们的鼓励我真的很感激...
现在在远方,离了家好远,
想起朋友的鼓励也许才是最珍贵的...
谢谢你们...
也谢谢我的灵丹妙药..

Thursday, October 15, 2009

成绩 · 心情低落


心情开始变得低落...
十分钟前,
尝试要登入Utar Portal,去看看成绩,
之前也浪费了好多时间去试,
看着恐怖片,等着,等着,
脑里在胡思乱想,
想成绩的事,不过最后还是能登入了...

既然能了,我还是很害怕的去看我的成绩,
其实心里早就已经有心理准备了,
烂成绩是命中注定了,
果然,不出我所意料,
该担心的科目却通过,
不担心的却失败了....
不过这次实在太离谱了...
连我也接受不了...

当时的心情真的很痛,
为什么会这样,
至少也给我及格啊,
我真的失败了,
也许我真的不应该及格,
没有付出的是真的应该失败...

当时的我不禁流下眼泪,
因为根本就不想有这样结果,
我辜负了我的家人,
我真的很想做个抉择,
我真的想停学了,
不应该在这里浪费时间,
我知道自己的实力处在哪个等级,
我可以停学吗?妈..
但是我真的没那勇气开口,
有几次你都会问,成绩怎样啊?
我也只能跟你说,'应该OK吧',
我不能跟你说,'我考的很好,你不用担心'....
我担心你最后会失望....

我想休息了,
我真的想休息了,
我可以选择停学吗,妈....
如果你会来看我的部落格就好了...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

返金宝


昨天刚回到金宝..
背着沉重的书包,

又拿着两三袋东西,重死了,

在巴士上还好有位子坐,

要不然,我的手真的可以不用了...


十点多就到吉隆坡总站,

赶紧把那两袋东西暂时放在LOcker保管保管..

然后三步拼成两步走到对面的KL Monorail 塔 Monorail..

我必须去见姐姐,跟她拿东西..

我托姐姐买东西,

本来是上个星期日要回来拿给我的,

那里知道她放一架大~~飞机给我...Lol

害得我还得赶去 Jalan Imbi 会一会她,

满身大汗的,觉得很不舒服...


过后又从 Jalan Imbi 塔回来了,

觉得很傻,第一次做酱傻的事,

没办法咯,那个东西对我很重要,

虽然对我没什么效果...Lol..

回到了吉隆坡总站,还有很多时间,

就到 Nile Books 逛一逛,

买了一本时尚杂志,

就到对面的肯德基快餐店用午餐...

虽然本身不很喜欢快餐,

不过这也是逼不得已的,

麦当劳快餐店也拥挤了顾客,

所以只得选择肯德基....


一点了,上了火车,

火车内的冷气应该坏了吧,

害我满身大汗的..

是时候去修一修了,KTM老板...

差不多也快到了,

我打电话给 Uncle Wong ..

一回到家,还蛮开心的,终于可以休息了,

一打开大玻璃门,就看到很多虫的翅膀,

沙发上通通都有,

很有艺术感的虫子,不错不错~~


酱多翅膀,耍我J...

KK...无所谓..

因为我得补回上次我没做值日生工作的那一次,

快快打扫完,就有的休息咯..(^.^)

可是那些翅膀飞来飞去,给我扫的几不甘愿一下的,

等,是几累一下的,

打扫完房间还要打扫客厅,

感觉很有成就感,

应该平时在家没有酱积极吧..


扫也扫完了,发现拖把原来放在Master Room,

Huh..没的抹(=.=)

还得等Master Room 的两位凶手交出来..

Lol...凶手,还不快回来?..


早几天回来,其实是要解决借Loan的事,

有一次学校的老师吧,应该是老师吧,

我也不清楚...

她打来通知我说, 我给了她旧的银行户口,

所以转账失败..

是吗,我有给错吗?其实我也不清楚...

没关系,

反正明天就要到学校settle它....

快快settle完,快快好咯...


我的Housemates 们,

回来记得带好东西回来叻,

我等着你们...

的好东西..Lol..

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Movies Life


Woh...
Holiday..But no feel one..
Hopefully school don give holiday...
All my secondary schoolmate like so busy one..
Go invited my friends for yamcha..
All said 'cannot', so siez...

Bo bian lo...
Only then the movie accompanies me to live..Lol
I like 7 movies out of 9..

First..
ScoobyDoo The Mystery Begins


I give 50mark..

In my impression is the nice movie..

Intend made me be disappointed...

May be cartoon one more interested..Lol


Second..

Year One


This movie is stuffy,
But some more 'sampat' one..

Emm..little bit 'be pai' la..

50 out of 100mark...


Third..

Turn to talk the movies i like most..


Aliens in the Attic


80mark for this movie..

Some more risk plus family style..

An interesting movie..


Fourthly..

Monsters vs Aliens


75mark

Story is introduced about 5Aliens..

Include the heroine, resistance a group of Aliens,

Finally the heroine gives up her 'Zhong Shen Da Shi',

Decided saves in additional one side world with Monsters..


Fifthly..

Overheard


85mark for this movie..

Three main characters..

Ching Wan Lau, Louis Koo and Daniel Wu..

They are responsible to monitor “the grace and talent international”

In several high-level personnel's offices

And the conference room telephone system.........

This is a very interesting action movie..

And is the value movie
..

Sixth..

Shinjuku Incident


Ah ha..I like this more..

90mark for this movie..

This movie really has touching me..
'Spells' Life and death for brothers..

Is the very good result..


Seventh..

Child's Play


This is the old movie..

But just want to recall the story..

I love horror movie, must have watch this movie..

75mark for this movie..


Eighth..

The Messengers


This movie is Ming Yee introduced one..

80mark for this movie..

This is the frightened movie..

A family move into a house which before that are already death others..

Ah ha..here are the part so horror one...

Try to watch this movie ba..My friends...


Last..

The Letters of Death


Is the Thailand movie..

This also Ming Yee's movie..

Thank for introduce..

85mark for this movie..

This movie..perfect horror..

People dies one after the other..

Finally is only left the hero..

This is more frighten one..

If you like the horror film very much, might as well enjoys


My holiday..

Watch movie..Lol..

Also is the 'good experience'..

Be Pai la..

 

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